Anyone ever wish they had a re-start button...for life...for the day...for something in your life?
I do.
I believe that God has blessed me with much and I am grateful. I don't think I want to re-start my life.
But maybe a re-start to a day every now and again would be a good thing.
Especially when I'm tired, frustrated, and feel like the weight of the entire world is on my shoulders and I have to carry it all.
I suppose some call that stress.
I call it high responsibility.
It's at these times that I am reminded of how much I am in need of a savior, a way to relax, and an outlet like this.
Our first Christmas in Murfreesboro is going well. Smoothly. But we are super, super, busy.
Opening a thrift store in the middle of Christmas was quite ambitious of me and we will get through it but every now and again I need a re-start button.
Before the sun rises I am wide awake, showered and ready to go. My mind wakes my up running with all of the things that need to be done. And I want to get them all done in that instant. I get frustrated that places aren't open at 6am so that I can call.
This morning when this happened I wanted to shut my mind down and not go back to sleep, but spend some time in prayer and meditation with the LORD.
But I couldn't.
Grrrrrr....
My prayer for tonight is a re-start button for the morning to be focused on quality time with my LORD.
